Thursday, January 2, 2014

Dream: To find myself

We are all different from each other, unique individuals with different capabilities, different talents, different hopes, and different ideas. We all want that moment when we finally find ourselves, when we finally make a difference. That is my Dream, becoming someone, someone I want to be, and that someone is not a hero, not an outstanding rich entrepreneur, not some kind of artist nor singer, not someone popular, not someone with power, that someone is me. I want to be me.

We all are in the process of finding ourselves. The constant struggles, the road blocks, the wounds, the people who spit upon our faces, people who throw not weapons, not knives, but rather people who throw words, words that hurt the soul, words that pierce through hearts. These are the things that push us down, things that are always and will be left unchecked. You can't wish one day that all of these things to disappear, no, my friend, these are the things that makes you who you are, these are the things that makes you different from others. Remove these things and you won't be able to distinguish yourself from others, remove these things and you'll be forever empty, a person with only a mind to perform operations, to perform orders, a person with no soul. no heart, a person that is empty.

The world is certainly a harsh place to be, in fact, the hardest place to be is not to be in the wild, in solitude, the hardest place to be is to be here among the people, among the living. We are the most dangerous beings, gods, that could shape the future, ruin the past, we are the worst beings, we are the beings that we should be afraid about. Beings that could ruin and destroy souls in a matter of short time, beings that could design worlds and create destruction, but not all, there are some, some in here, out there, that are beings who could help us, who could change us. They are the ones that helps us see what truly lies in the hearts of people.

Don't let the world shape you, shape the world you want it to be. Wake up, you have hands for a reason, you have a brain to function, you're not some kind of lifeform designed to do something then just forever be nothing, you are a being with endless potential, a being of great importance.

I want to find myself a midst all these struggles and heartaches, I want to find myself deep inside my own ideas, my own original thoughts, my own personal virtues. I want to find myself in a place where I have no where else to go but forward to my own dreams. I want to be desperate, desperate for a moment where I can be alone, where I can be myself.

Friday, December 6, 2013

To live in my Ideal Community.

  One of my greatest dreams in this world is to live in my ideal community. We all have our own ideal communities, our own set of people and how they interact with each other, our own vision, and ideal of a society.

  Society has an ability to continually and gradually change itself to the way people want it to be. When society changes our own communities adapt, people once again change, places started a new, and government re-established. To be clear, society is a bigger version of community. Society controls the way different people interact with each other, how they build a community together. 

 So what is my own ideal community? Like everyone else, I want my community to be at peace, to be in a clear motion of their objectives and what they want in life. I want everybody in that community to help each other to reach their goals and what they want in life. A community where people are united as one but live different and separated lives from each other. I guess everyone wants this type of community, it is the perfect community to live in, but sad to say, this is just a dream. Can people truly achieve this type of community? Furthermore, can they achieve this type of society?

 In this life or in another, we, the people who live in a community in a certain type of society, always blame the society; always blame others for having such bad lives. This is the sickness of civilization and humanity. Love, hope, grace, faith, religion, all of this things and more, are the reasons why people just can’t create a community in where everyone lives in peace and prosperity, but don’t be mistaken, these same things, are the reasons why we have a community, why we have a society.

 In the end, what we have right now is what we have to live and protect. Fragile as it might be, the same as this world, we will protect what we have, and what we have is this community, this society. Right now, we may be separated greatly, by our differences, but soon, when people enter desperation by which is inevitable, we will see people unite as one, putting differences aside and living together as one. All of the people of a certain society, of a certain community may be different but they have something that they all fear, and that fear is, the fear of oblivion.


Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Dream: Live in an another planet.

We have been in this planet for hundreds-thousands of years and of course we get tired of it. Yeah, I might not have explored every single inch of this planet, but because now we have sources of information, people talking about their trips to other countries and people talking about their own countries, we already know a little bit of different countries in this world.

Human as we are, we have that sense of adventure and endless thrill. We always strive to know new places, know new things, and meet new creatures. The Earth is too small of a place,even though we might not have yet explored half of it, considering that humanity have not yet explored 75% of our waters/oceans/seas. In the other hand, the universe is so HUGE, with endless distances that cover billions, trillions of miles, different planets that look and feel awesome if we lived in them.
I dream of living in another planet. The Earth is just not enough for me. I mean there's going to be a time when we just have to leave this great sanctuary, this wonderful world with its amazing creatures, and leave everything behind. Start new and start fresh.

There are just so much out there, to see and feel, to have one heck of a ride. When we are able to explore our universe, our universe become small, and we start to ask for something more, that is more universes, then before you even know about it, we already explored other universes. That's how much we love adventure and thrill.

However, let us not forget that we have a home here in Earth, right here and right now. As much as I want to live in another planet(cause I must say, this place is just too small for me.) this planet has become my home and my parents' home and their parents' before that and so on for generations. Our planet provided shelter to  us, despite everything else out there. We learn to love it, we learn to protect it, let's preserve this place for as long as we can, because personally, I love this place than any planet out there in our universe, it's the best place we can be, as of now.

Saturday, November 23, 2013

Dream: To become The Batman

Everybody wants to be a hero, a superhero. Fly, superhuman strength, x-ray vision, lightning speed, mind-control, and more. Everybody wants to have superpowers. Personally, I want to become the caped crusader, The world's greatest detective, The Dark Knight, The Batman.

Of all the superheroes why him? Just like you pick your first clothes, your first hairstyle, your first game, all of those are the same idea that came to me when I picked him. I saw him in TV, in one of his cartoons, back in the day, and dear god, he looked AWESOME. That cape, the underwear he was wearing, that amazing symbol of a bat, the color gray and black, all those things made me want to become the Batman. I guess even Superman wants to become Batman, someday. He's just THAT  amazing.

Anyways, as I grew older, I start to know  more about him. A friend of mine told me that he CAN'T fly. That was a serious bummer. He told me that he only "glides" with his so amazing cape that I want. Then more info came to me. People told me that he was only human, with lots of billions of money. He lost his parents to a mugger in the streets and that he was left alone with his Butler. He's not the most amazing person ever either, yeah, he might be rich, but losing your parents like that, well, that just plainly sucks. Just traumatizing, but he changed that, he turned his greatest fears to become his greatest power, and that's how Batman was born.

People are constantly scared, always fearing the things that may or may not kill them. They're too scared to go out of their comfort zone and try something new. Bruce Wayne did something new, human as he is, he became a hero, a superhero. With the help of his fears, his determination, and his idea, he made someone, a symbol, and as a symbol, it can stay, it cannot break, it cannot perish.
Becoming the Batman, didn't just happen overnight. Nope, it happened about after 20 years of his lifetime. Bruce spent his life studying and working out, so he became healthy mentally and physically, and what came with those things is determination and his will, to change Gotham, to make it a place worth living. I won't be able to write down his entire story down here since it'll be too long so let's go directly to the point.

Yeah, The Dark Knight might be fiction, not real, not existing, but I believe in him. You don't have to see what you have to believe, to believe in hope, to have hope in a symbol or an idea, all these things are the same when it comes to a dream. Dream requires determination and will power, those two things are the ones that feeds dreams. I dream to become The Batman.

We can all be heroes in our own ways, and I don't have to expand that topic any further. We can be the hero we want or the villain that we always hated. That is the power of choice.

So have I reached this dream? Slowly but surely I will become The Batman, in the eyes of others I'm human, but in a place where my dreams live and reside, I'm the Dark Knight, the Caped Crusader, The Batman.

"You either die as a Hero or live long enough and see yourself become the Villain." -Harvey Dent, The Dark Knight

Thursday, November 21, 2013

To start off.

We all have dreams. I have mine you have your own. We are all different from each other, but one of the things that makes us all the same is that we dream, constantly, unrelentingly, without rest, without end. We see the whole world in different ways because of our dreams. We want to reach to them to make them a reality, but they don't. Dreams enter a graveyard where they stay forever, we give up, we stay down, we stay in the tunnel with no light, we hope and pray for things to be better.

I look at myself constantly and ask what my dreams are, where I want to be in the future. What I want to happen to the world, my hopes, my romances. The girl I keep dreaming about. All of these things, and many more.

I have a confession to make, and that is, I look at fantasy for my reality. I look at lies for the truth, I believe in things that can never be true, because I know that there is so much in them that makes them so true.

I find so much reality in dreams that I wish I can live in them. I know that all of us want the same thing. Living in our dreams, never waking up, but eventually we do. We look around our room, we look around our classrooms, we look around our world, realizing that we don't belong here. That we were never made to be here.

Let me tell you reality. You don't belong here. Don't stay here, stay in your dreams, that is reality. Live your life the way you want to, keep dreaming, keep going without looking back, without waking up. Only wake up when you think that you can make the dreams you have to come true.

So I'm going to post my dreams here, my realities, what I dream of, what I want to happen with my life, and what I want to happen to the world. In exchange, do the same thing, you don't have to post it here, post it somewhere and do it everyday or as often as you can. Keep dreaming your realities and make them your living reality.